I'M TRYING TO GET SOME SLEEP HERE....

I just read on Jay's blog, see links to the left if you haven't already checked it out and he stated in the comments section that "pussy is power and women have it all!!!!" Not sure if I got the number of exclamation points right, but I'm really, really tired. I want to thank Jay for that comment and the comments that Seeker and I have shared about why the Beaufriend acts the way he does. I told Seeker that sometimes I feel like the Beaufriend is waiting on me to go postal on him. Wow, this all makes so much more sense. Judging from the posts that I have read on a mulitude of blogs and "conversations" (i.e. running commentary on posts) that many women know that have that pussy power and choose to use it to get whatever they can. If you're a woman like that GET OFF MY PLANET!!! Take a note from Zelda and stop holding out to get your way. Using sex (or no sex) in a relationship is wrong. Its degrading, demeaning and a huge blow to anyones self-esteem. I know this because guys have done it to me. If you're a guy like that GET OFF MY PLANET!!! I love my guy. I don't care if he buys me a fucking Rolls Royce or picks a dandelion walking up the steps to my front door or shows up empty-handed, he's gonna get laid. Why? Because he treats me with respect, like a human being with my own thoughts and feelings, because he talks with me instead of at me and because he tries to understand where I'm coming from. He doesn't pay MY mortgage, take out MY garbage, take care of MY kid or mow MY lawn. I feel privileged to have someone in my life who doesn't steal the mortgage money from my checking account, then goes out and gets lap dances all night and comes home so drunk he pisses on me in the bed. YES, that happened to me! I feel privileged he's never broken my door in or felt up my friends. I feel privileged that he hasn't drunkenly tried to fuck me up the ass or called in the middle of the night to bail him out of jail. I feel privileged that he hasn't beat bruises on me or my child (otherwise he would be dead and I'd be writing this from prison.) So forgive me if I don't whine, piss and moan about the fact that I haven't seen him in 10 days because he's been working 16 hour shifts. I'm grateful he has a job and keeps it. Forgive me if I don't pout and stew because he hasn't been able to say more than, "I miss ya babe and I can't wait to see ya when I can keep my eyes open...snore." I'm grateful he's thinking about me. It means so much. So if ya got a decent guy then treat him like you want to keep him. Men, don't treat your women like shit. Am I idealistic? You're damn straight I am!! The Crazy Cat Woman from the Appalachians has had her say, now I'm going to bed. Good night.